well, the process has started. i said “goodbye” to someone today. i know it’s just part of what i need to do to continue with my plan. but…i’m heartbroken. in fact, i just threw up. it’s making me sick to my stomach, saying goodbye to this person. i just need to stay strong and continue, though. press on. move through my list of things to get done, and work my way down to the last item on the list. focus.